**i hate dis kinda feeling.....wanna cry cuz feeling like my hearts torn into pieces,started cracking den i heard de cringing sound....i wanna cry but i just couldn't!i cant help it n couldn't do anything....i've expected smtg huge n bad coming like a storm...i alwaz trusted my 6th sense...it turn out to be so accurate most of the times,alrite...wad happens was,my bf told his GF to call me!dat gal wanted to do dat n he din stop her...."halo,r u his gf?"dat gal asked me with a voice i think could be a guy(maybe cuz i tend to think every girl has sweet voices)....and i knew wad happened..i tot he's special,but it turned out dat he is SPECIAL to have dis kinda relationship....furious,feeling like smashing his guts with stone n knock his head with a 500kg hammer....i dun feel well

**but lucky me there's my fren holding me together...he chatted v me...n my grief started to fade~n he told me things dat r realli sweet n nice....i had a nice time v him,jz feeling so relaxed n comfortable...wonder if i could hang out v him n some other frenz 1 day...realli look forward to it...


**oh man!when does my life going so down?....man!when can i leave stu siang???so annoying....n a valentine is a nightmare 4 me.....ya,pal,u guessed it right,he said it again n again...dunno when to stop..."i love u gal,i want u bek"damn it....goosebumps arising~!!!