exams are over.....upcoming..trial!!!i gt so ganjiong...dunno hw to save myself....spm~!!!!!!jor...im going crazy~~~zi wang vr geng!!!i idolize u le la!!!

feeling lonely.....sometimes i really wish i could be a little butterfly or a bird...plenty of freedom n plenty of fun~~argh~!!!stress..........am project hw lar???wuwuwuwu......

finally ...!!!blog....i missed u so damn much babe~~dunno wad's wrong with de internet connection anyway dat caused my internet line to be so slow!!!man...so hw m i???a little better....far more better den a few weeks bek...just try not to rmb bitter expiriences n i'll be fine....a little balanced already....im pursuing into a college nx yr....tarc,inti,or help....dat guy-stupid jason is in tarc..so i guess im not going dere to be trapped in dilemma again...help is abit "normal"??n inti.....my cousins r dere(even though dere r ppl who i dun like studying dere...but i guess my cousin is dere...n i'll be ok...)realli looking forward to my future...sounds cute,challenging n fun!!!!!!!but plz....slow dwn upon SPM!!!wuwu...

activity of petang is at 10.30am...but dunno y my mum woke me up at 7.00am...man...tired...i wanna sleep~~~it's alwaz near to exams wen i tot of u...maybe cuz wen we're together,we face alot of exams..throughout de year.....feeling abit down,abit sober...wad can i do when i don't even have de courage n qualification to tell u hw i feel...ican't do it..i jz can't....

waiting for "breaking dawn".../0\

我拼命的伸手
想碰触到你
手指竟划过你的腰
我碰到的只是冰冷的雾气
原来你的背影依然在我心头栖息
是我不想承认
我对你的爱

睁开眼
心跳好快
原来又是一个恶梦
和湿了的枕头
伴我眠
缠着心的绷带再次染红
一滴血滴落
滴在娃娃身上
接纵的泪雨又把它融开了

淌着血的心
想告诉你
原来我一直爱着你

by:Rebelle
to:DC

it's another boring day.....my life sometimes seems to be a movie....alot of climaxes n suspense...but today it'll be boring....i was wondering m i addicted to sms....u knw...whole day oni ppl i hate or dislike sms me...n i dun feel right....abit out of place...haihz~~~~~~~feel like a loser...Lolx~

good lord,i gt a nightmare today...i had a really bad dream ystd night ...thinking of my blood test again n again n i nid to REDO de test cuz i lost my blood card!!oh man!!!!im de only 1 hu faint n nw im again de only 1 hu nids to redo again?!!!so im thinking n thinking n going out of the orbit......my mum wants me to help out smtg,i've forgotten n late to do wad she wanted me to do...n guess wad happen?i gt slaps fr her la~~man...dat's frightening~i even worried if her fists broke or some joints gt hurt....but de most painful thing is not my cheek or my head...it's de result....she wouldn't wanna talk to me or even cook my dinner....wadeva~!i can cook maggi lar~~im not borned to be a housewoman,but at least i can't fail maggi la~~lolx~

*n at sku,lucky thing,teacher donid me to redo de test!yippie!!! e mi tuo fo!!!!!!!!!!

*i saw a boy...so skinny....jz bones n skin....i wonder m i having a worse eye sight...he's really terribly skinny~den i found out dat he's like blurred...he walked to other ppl's hse!!!den a lady ran quicly to get him(wen he already got into other ppl's gate)....obviously he is a mental-problemed child lo?right?n i wonder....his mum would be really a great mum!doing every bit to help him,even though he did de wrong thing,his mum din scold him n still i saw a sweet smile on her face n comforted de child.......love from a mummy~

*man!dat guy is a fiasco!i wished i had nvr met him but i did....damn it...after chasing me n nw blaming me cuz wad?cuz i ruined ur relationship with ur 2-long-year-run-gf?damn it~i wished too if u live near to my hse...den i get a parang n dashed to ur hse n help myself with ur sliced head~!!!(exxagerating again....im emo...don worry...dat aint gonna happen)..haha....smile to my fren n cry at night...it's been days...man,when will dis stop??