yeah!!finally muttered the courage to talk to him~or rather i say jz speak a few words to him...he still looks calm n cool...but my heart is pounding as if im getting electric shock~jz dat it's been too long i tried to not face him,jz bear de pain n hopes it fades away as time passes~dat idea is truly naive n useless(for me~)i spoke to him,feels good, more confident n abit of relieved~(although the scene was like abit unexpected:his friends shoved him,tickled him n mumbling something which i cant hear~n my cousin dropped her pen,numb,with wide eyes opened n dead fixed on me,n something blurted out like dis:R....u...O..K??")well,of coz im ok!better den ever~

after am class,i finally has de bravery too to greet"bye" to my fren,sheng sheng~~wakakaka!!!it's a small thing....trival right??but i realised smtg really important~if everyone waits 4 de chance to arrive at ur doorstep,den wen will dat chance occur??indeed,be brave enuff n have de guts to grab de chance...in my case,i usually dare not look at my dis particular fren,maybe too good-looking,esp his watery eyes which will like sort of suck u to a velvet,soft heaven(maybe i exaggerated abit~haha!)but still,now i finally i greeted him!!wow!!!good 4 me!!lolx~~

tired now~~but still dun feel like going into bed...waiting by my phone~~/0\~~